Bubbling Ideas

I am #bubbling with so many ideas:

  • ย Deepavali – my gift hampers to my family, and colleagues – every year I want to add some extra touch to it ๐Ÿ˜Š evolving in the process ๐Ÿ˜œย of making Diwali gift hampers, this year for sure something new is coming ๐Ÿ˜ย And aiming to make some traditional Telugu sweets ๐Ÿ˜ป
  • Prashanthi’s housewarming party – decorations and return gifts – try to achieve something new – very much inspired by Samantha’s gift hampers for #WoVen
  • I wNt to add something new – #OctoFest – celebrating October with #Orange – ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ŸŒพ๐ŸŒพ๐ŸŽƒ

so much on my plate besides my demanding office work – even my physical trainer could not fit me in her time slots and she sent me a message that my schedule is very tight ๐Ÿ˜œ I myself found it is very true as 24 hours in a day is not at all enough ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”

One more thing I forgot – I have to squeeze in some time for #RajuGariGadhi2 – for Nagarjuna and Samantha โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ For the New bindings, new beginnings ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธ I wish I could see the movie on ย #FridayThe13th ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™‰๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ‘ฝ๐Ÿ‘ฝ๐Ÿ‘ป๐Ÿ‘ป

I am trying to explore in the domains which I never dreamt of or thought but the bottom line is I am enjoying every min of what I am going through right now – #findingInnerStrength ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช #Handmade gives so much happiness since no two pieces look alike ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ #PushingAndKickingMyBoundaries ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿป

You will for sure see the pics of what I have achieved for each of the events I am planning ….๐Ÿ˜

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Happy Dussehra ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™

9FC4AE67-D9CD-4326-BD88-886C35639BBE#Happydussehra – ย first time ever in my life tried making Ammavaru with air dry clay and painted, not perfect I know but I tried something that I wanted to do. A thought came last week when I am making diyas for deepavali with air Dry clay (thus is also my very first time with clay to make ammavaru, I am able to materialize my vision, I know it is not perfect with so many drawbacks but I am happy, actually little emotional that I am able to complete with so many constraints instead of giving up. I wanted to do it today on #Dussehra ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ย I am praying for ย Her blessings on all of us

Corn Moon

CornMoon – yesterday when I first saw the moon when I went out for a walk, it was so yellowish and very big, I could not capture its beauty with my phone but it was astonishingly beautiful for my naked eyes and ever thirsting soul, then he disappeared beneath the dense clouds, after an hour so, he just came out but not yellowish – as usual I get disappointed with my photographic skills for not able to capture the beauty of nature …

a small doubt – this is regarding the language – should I address moon as it or heย ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค” so I used both ๐Ÿ˜œ๐Ÿ˜œ๐Ÿ˜œ

Raarandoi Veduka Chuddam

imageMovie chala chala bagundi. Except for 10 min irritating comedy (in the wedding ceremony) in the first half, the rest of the movie is awesome, never seen before Chaitanya and Rakul – i instantaneously fell in love with Siva and Brahmarambha as I thought I would exactly after seeing the teaser ย – very genuine emotions and consistency in the characters’ characterizations throughout the movie are very much felt and impressive – the bonding between father and son, father and daughter and mother and daughter – how much parents value their daughter’s behavior, actions and emotions; how strong and adorable mother and daughter characters are; heroine asking her grand mother why she has been misguided all through out life about some prince would come and marry her, otherwise she would have loved Siva; the over pampered girl with so much of innocence but at the same time not hesitating or not even thought of holding back of expressing her feelings contradicting her father’s beliefs in the climax (telling her father that he might have thought that it was deceit but she thinks that it is love regarding the misconception that her dad has against Siva’s dad) and also asking him what if she would have done the same thing as her aunt has done is worth mentioning; even the father is willing to cancel the marriage to honor his daughter’s wish; how much Sampath garu is restrained himself from hitting his wife even though he raised his hand on his wife ( I really respect the director ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป for this scene) – many of these kind of scenes and strong characterizations and situations in this movie haven’t gone without being felt and appreciated and finally stating who the real prince in any girl’s life; and how Sampath garu in a very subtle way supports and understands his wife’s fears and feeling and emotions ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป. ย I don’t have to mention the breakup scene as Chaitanya just steals our hearts. โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

Initially I guess I heard that Samantha is playing against Chaitanya in this movie and the movie’s title is ‘Kalyanam’ and then I read that Rakul is playing the lead role and I was very much disappointed. But after watching the movie (twice already ๐Ÿ˜), I can’t even imagine anyone except Rakul as Brahmarambha โค๏ธ I just fell in love with that character. she is very innocent, beautiful and strong and her traditional outfits are gorgeous.image

one of Chaitanya’s career best performances, he is so adorable; his body language and energy levels are completely different from his earlier movies (may be we have seen this to a certain extent in Thadakha) but this one is more matured and in some scenes, his performance is way above our expectations; sometimes I am little worried that he would take more place in my heart pushing Nagarjuna away – oh no it would not and should not happen ๐Ÿ˜image
finally convinced why Nagarjuna has been saying these four characters as four pillars to this movie since the press meet a month ago – I too feel them as four pillars not only as characters but as performers too. I adore mother’s character too.
I loved all the songs and bought them on iTunes and have been listening to them since then, apart from the title track, my top picks are thakita thakajham (both tracks) and nee vente nenutae (DSP ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป) โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

 

Que Sera Sera – Happy Birthday Doris Day

doris day 1Happy birthday Doris Day ! #myfavactress – remember Que Sera Sera – What will be, will be …
In Alfred Hitchcock’s movie – The Man Who Knew Too Much

 

 

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, “What will I be?
Will I be handsome, will I be rich?”
Here’s what she said to me

“Que Sera, Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future’s not ours to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be”

When I grew up, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart, “What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows, day after day?”
Here’s what my sweetheart said

“Que Sera, Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future’s not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be”

Now I have children of my own
They ask their father, “What will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich?”
I tell them tenderly

“Que Sera, Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future’s not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be”

She is one of my favorite actresses from old classic movies.

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Andย I love this pair foreverย –ย Doris Day and Rock HudsonPillow Talk is the one that immediately comes to my mind ย – such a nice romantic comedy; Send me no flowers another hilarious one

 

 

Happy Birthday #DorisDay – whether you are 93 or 95, I always adore you, have a blessed life doris day 4โคdoris day 2

“Que Sera, Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future’s not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be”

watch the song hereย click the link

 

Conditional and Unconditional love

ishaThere is really no such thing as conditional love and unconditional love. There are conditions and there is loveย – when I saw this message on Isha Foundation FB page few weeks ago – I just brushed it off as I strongly believe in unconditional love (it is not love without conditions, rather love under all conditions – sounds the same meaning, may be love a person/persons or things without expecting anything in return – even love in return). But in contrary to my very own strong belief, few weeks after it is posted on FB, I have posted a message affirming that statement ย – as my strong belief and feelings about unconditional love are being shattering and was ready to accept that there were conditions and there was love and no such thing as conditional love and unconditional love. Some of my close people – friends and family, were little worried that something might have happened and some one might have hurted my feelings as they haven’t seen that sort of negativity from my side. I was not questioning someone’s behaviour or actions rather I was questioning my sensitive heart about my love (which I thought unconditional towards some people until now was little bit wavering). I am not sure why I was reacting that way – may be I am expecting too much or atleast some in the way I wanted or may be not able to respond or realize the love I am receiving). I have been in that mood for a day or two and then again became normal. But not sure that I was convinced completely of the existence of unconditional love to which I was held on strongly for decades. Meanwhile I have experienced God’s love and blessings in many ways while I was in India (my Tirupathi visit and Lord Venkateswara’s darshan is a testimony for that fact- kori kanipinchava leka korikani penchava … hopefully in another blogย article). But there is a small void somewhereย in my heart and a lump in my throat.

Then I returned back to New York and came to my officeย and toย my astonishment saw this on my keyboard – this is from our cleaning lady and she got this nameIMG_0273ย plaque custom made from her country – Columbia. She got these for few of our staff (very few I should say) when she went home for a vacation; and then again with the divine intervention, I am slowly on my way back to my norms – believing in the existence of unconditional love – pure bliss, hope and wish to be in this state of being without getting affected by any storms .. am I differing with Sadgaru on this aspect or may be I am not able to understand what exactly he meant by that statement or may be I expect the same quality of love in return from the people so very close to my heart or may be I am not able to realize that love from them even though they are showering love on me boundlessly … I am in a dilemma .. just praying to Baba to give me that resilience toย overcome these small nuances …

 

 

Memorable Day

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5 March 2016 stays as a memorable day in my life – met Nagarjuna – my everlasting dream – a very beautiful experience, I was completely in a different world the whole day, may be that is what cloud 9 is – nothing was sinking in, not able to understand anything going around me, just going with the flow – the day after and whenever I narrated that experience to my friends and family. It stays as a memorable day for ever.

I want to recollect those memories exactly after one year as they stay fresh and sweet as it happened now.

little bit into flashback …. Prologue …

Praveen has been asking me in every visit of mine to India whether I would like to meet Nagarjuna as he knows how strong admirer I am to him. I kept on telling him that I was not ready yet – Nagarjuna should be the one to say this – the reason behind it is I did not know what to talk about and I just do not want to meet him for just a photo op. For me, he should know at least a little about me as I know so much about him (atleast I thought I know), I keenly watch every interview of his (sometimes few times the same interview), ย every public appearance of his on TV, follow his Twitter account and the bottom line is I have my very own interpretation of him.

My passion for Akkinenis started almost 50+ years ago with ANR garu was my ideal hero. But my liking or admiration for Nagarjuna does not happen as a family lineage as I was not a big fan of his earlier movies but with Ninnae Pelladutha everything takes a ‘U’ turn (no looking back since then and even started appreciating and falling in love with his earlier movies). – his style, screen presence, his clothes anything or everything about him turned me into his big admirer.

So I am not sure what I would/should talk to him if I meet and every year I am just putting off praveen’s offer. But in 2016, some how I was very much determined that I should meet him, a matter of fact I was longing to meet him. I wanted to make a nice scrapbook and got some material from US and I have ordered some scrapbook paper and some art materials from Amazon.in and bought some stuff at Waldens. I have a habit of saving his or his family’s pics (from his movies or from any public or private appearances) or any reviews on his movies on my phone, iPad or computer. So I have a huge collection of his pics, it was a humongous task for me to choose the pics I could use in the scrapbook. It literally took me couple of days to sort out the pics I want to (may want to) use. But I managed some how and got them printed. So I started working on the book and every night I spent some time on this with an everlasting doubt creeping on the back of mind that whether I could really meet him or all my efforts would be going waste.

Finally the day came amidst confusion of few dates in the last week of my trip. And it happened to be the just the DAY before the day I left India – I was leaving India on 6 March at 10am flight and it happened on 5 March at 10:15.

I made the scrap book with some nice family photos and few beautiful articles published on Manam and Shiva movies and few articles from my blog. And by 10 am, I, Unnu, and Pragati were waiting in the car at the entrance of Annaporna Studios for Praveen to come. Actually the appointment was confirmed just a day before and I was just holding myself not to get too excited about, not even thinking of meeting my fav person which I wouldn’t even dreamt of. While we were waiting for Praveen, we have realized that I haven’t even taken pictures of my beautiful (at least for me) scrapbook, and we did not even brought a nice book to get his autograph.

After Praveen came, we walked to Nagarjuna’s office and sat in the reception area as he hadn’t come yet. Our appointment time is around 10:15 and he has another appointment for dubbing for oopiri movie at 10:30. So with zero hopes I was sitting there with least of expectations and excitement. Then he came around 10:20 and he walked into his office just looking at us. Then we were asked to come in and after introductions I didn’t even sit but just handed over him few ties I got from New York and the scrapbook and I was telling him something with regard to some incidents (articles) in the book as he also stood and browsing through the book. I was in a hurry to convey him something which relate to the articles and pictures in the book with the fact that we didn’t have much time to talk about. He asked me to sit and started conversation in a very friendly way. He has been with us for 40 min, made us so comfortable and showered so much warmth and love which I wouldn’t forget forever.

I haven’t planned about what I would talk and I am not sure how would I show or express in words in a limited time to a person with whom I haven’t talked before that they are almost more than a family to me and very deeply close to my heart – I could relate to their every emotion.

I did not even remember how the conversation started but it was endless – I did not even feel the existence of any animate or inanimate objects in that room except him. Few of the conversations among many of those I could recall – I told him about the message I posted on my FB when I saw Akhil very closely at New Jersey and said what would happen to me if he were Nagarjuna and my nephew posted a reply saying nothing would happen as he travelled with Nagarjuna sitting next to him when he was traveling to Bangalore the same day and I told him “nothing would happen to you but surely any thing could have happened to me if I were sitting next to him”.

And told him how many times I had told Unnu and Prati (they live across Mahesh Babu’s house) that I would have an heart attack if it were Nagarjuna’s house (even though I visit Hyd for a month every year); the conversation between our maid and my niece’s maid after I came home from watching Soggadae Chinni Nayana movie – when my niece’s maid asked me how was the movie, before I said anything, our maid said it is Nagarjuna’s movie and how would not Saradamma like it.

I even quoted his speech from Oopiri audio function – I have narrated exactly what he said in the speech – about if we wish for anything strongly that would happen for sure – he told Amala garu after watching the French movie The Intouchables his wish that someone would do the movie in Telugu and he would love to play the main character and how after 2 years Vamsi Paidipally came to him very hesitatingly with this story – ย my wish to meet him was very strong this time and it came into reality almost the last day of the trip.

He is very friendly and have a nice conversation with unnu and Prati too and asking about how they feel or agree or disagree or their emotions being twins as they shared mother’s womb for nine months.

We have picked up small pieces of paper from his office to get his autograph – when he was scribbling his best wishes to me, I had a thought came to my mind – when I looked at the way he was writing I felt like he was writing a prescription and he said the same thing that he was feeling like writing a prescription – it is really a PRESCRIPTION for me without an expiration date which I treasure forever.


When I expressed my wish to meet Amala garu, he told us he even asked Praveen to bring us to his home. And he made an open invitation to his house in my next visit but it seems like it may not happen but few more days are still there and I am very optimistic.

When I posted these pics on FB immediately, I have so many likes and comments/compliments, I was very much overwhelmed emotionally. Out of most compliments I received are about his fine hand writing ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป

And there are many more memorable conversations ….
The impromptu conversations and the incidents I picked up to tell him that how much he is part of my life hopefully conveyed the message which reflects clearly in his message.