It has been seven years that my husband has left me physically. I know that he has been with me, taking care of me, protecting me and guiding me in everything I do, but at times, more than normal, I need very badly his physical presence, a smile, a touch, a shoulder to rest and relax and to alleviate the tensions and burdens, a hug just to assure me that everything would be fine when things going havoc, to boost my confidence, to make me strong, to celebrate every joy or to console in every sorrow and everything in between, to share every silly thing goes in the mind/ or a worry, yes I need you very badly and miss you very sorely bangaru ….. I love you !
Apprehension, anguish, faith, hope, happenings, learnings, blessings, emotional ups and downs, new things ….
Started with so much anguish and apprehension of how the year going to be with so much misery seen in 2013 which actually made me weak and STRONG at the same time .
But finally with faith in Baba ONLY and with HIS blessings ended the year with many positive happenings at personal and professional front. Irrespective of the fact of happening many positive things, the only thing that gives me CONFIDENCE and makes me STRONG is the experience of Baba’s presence and guidance in every thing I do – the way HE responds to every idea/wish that comes to my mind.